Were has everything MEANINGFUL gone?

So I had a long conversation with a friend of mine about alot of things today and of course music came up. Or lack of good music really, were has artistry gone. It almost means nothing in my opinion to be an artist your seeing the flash, glitz and tabloid crap but really is anyone making any type of impact. Don't you listen to songs now and wonder were the artist has gone or have heard anything other then there singles. I mean I don't even remember when I bought a CD last I mean true me downloading isn't helping the artist. I just don't see why I should have to waste 13-14 bucks on a CD that I'm only going to listen to 2-3 tracks that are probably the same songs i can hear on the; radio, bet countdown any other event. I do honestly miss the 90's hell 60's and 70's music to I mean i listen to it all. Don't knock it till you listen I'll give ya a list later but I just think music with meaning is missing. Lyrics just don't have anything stick in to them its all b.s, sex, blah blah meaningless. Although there are some artists who have there times and I'm not looking for every song to be a message of peace, hope, let freedom ring. I just don't think theres to much of any artist now I can take on a daily basis I don't listen to there shit everyday cuz quite frankly its being shoved down kids throats by media outlets and my own peers since everyone just likes what anyone else likes now. I mean Lil Wayne, kanye, drake not to say there not good artists but have any of you listened to any of there old stuff before it was mainstream and considered the "Hot shit". I think not. Maybe its just me and I'm not a hater I respect artist for being on there hustle but I like what I like and I'm a stick to what works for me.

So this list could get long but whateva stop read in if ya cant handle it. These are just a few of my favorites.
En Vogue, Rufus & Chaka Khan, Luther Vandross, Billie Holiday,Commodores,Earth Wind & Fire,The Gap Band, Montell Jordan, Marvin Gaye, Tina Turner, Atlantic Starr,Toni Braxton, The Dells, Rick James,SWV, Maxwell, The supremes, Tony! Toni! Tone!, Prince, Whitney Houstan, Jon B, Erykah Badu, The temptations, X-Scape, TLC, naughty by nature, tupac, Donell jones, Zhane,Michael&Janet jackson[old stuff], Babyface, Ray charles, Keith Sweat,Isley Brothers, teena marie, rakim, the FUGEES, Tamia, Lauryn Hill, Al green, Patti La Belle, Diana Ross, Brandy, BOBBY WOMACK, THE FOUR TOPS, MAZE FT. FRANKIE BEVERLY,GLADYS KNIGHT & THE PIPS, O'Jays, Smokie Robinson [*meet him nicest man ever], Stevie Wonder!, Frankie Lymon&the teenagers.

Situation

K so i fail to understand why the opposite sex cant just be a friend.

i.e; Alright so we talked on the phone before, we've texted, you aim me out of consideration I aim you back blah blah. There have been what are you into convoys and there have just been boring a Wat you up to convoys. I'm doing my own thang no questions asked and here you go with the YOUR PLAYING GAMES. WTF? Uh I'm confused how am I playing? Now look at this he asked me were do "WE" stand before. I'm all for being blunt when it comes to this stuff cuz the games and lies not for me. So straight and to the point there is NO "WE". Im focusing on me, Yes i did it cuz there were others that I was into and they fucked up and I don't want to deal with anyone at the moment. Some say that's wrong but if I told you before that I had no interest then that's not my fault you didn't get it now is it. Maybe he is a good person but just not for me. 1)Not attracted don't wanna say not my type cuz I don't really have a "set" type if you look at my past dudes there all way different. There's just nothing there for me in his case. So mind all that when I say were friends if that's to much for you because of your feelings or whatever. OK understandably fine do you then. I'm always gunna be good so if you choose to talk Ill listen, but then they always wanna mess up weeks later here it go's with the Why don't you talk to me anymore girl?, You ain't got a boyfriend see you play, What happened to us?. UGHHHH.

Billie

So Tom binns jewelry has caught my eye I like his pieces there not so modest but there not gaudy from my point of view. I think there "statement" pieces no doubt just what I like I'm into the flashy ones but when Michelle Obama rocks your stuff class level has gone drastically up.

Good Morning

Cant sleep for anything been tossing and turning for the past hour and a half so much on my mind.With lies you may go ahead in the world - but you can never go back -- Russian proverb Recently I had a person who i considered one of my closest friends make use of this proverb. We haven't been friends for a long time but for the time being Iv been nothing but in my opinion a good person I mean my actions have been nothing but true. Always there for a person, giving whenever anything was needed, helping in situations when i had FAR MORE to deal with a FULL PLATE of things that required more attention then there problem but i would drop it all to help. I t was always fun we kicked it like we had known each other for years always someone i could turn to to talk, rant to just someone who would listen and gave back unbiased advice. What everyone thought was an already relationship slowly started to form. Things went downhill, I guess when you become "involved" with a person in a sense they become someone so ugly. Things you would never expect start to happen you see a side that you had NEVER seen before behavior you thought was unknown to them. Things were still the same just the hugs were longer and kissing took place. Still a friend still someone I talked to every night and day. Yet something happened yesterday just didn't feel right I guess in a way you always know thees just a gut feeling that somethings going to happen. It did this person had been claiming me as someone who wanted them so bad as if i was desperate NEEDED them WANTED them and they hadn't felt the same way at all. All the vivid actions that had taken places memory's and dates recalled of things that had happened in there mind had NEVER happened. All to save there ass in hopes of staying with there "GIRLFRIEND" one that I quite frankly hadn't know played any position at all. I asked questions and got nothing but out right BOLD faced lies. This person had been doing nothing but "playing" both of us and when it all went down and me and o girl got the chance to speak I suddenly became less of the bad one wither or not she believed it all she heard everything and started to figure out situations he begged, pleaded, PROBABLY bad mouthed me to the highest. Since he claimed I was a liar and I had always always try ed to break them apart and had a DESPERATE thing for him. It was sickening my stomach hurt how could a person so trusted throw you out there and not give a dam it doesn't make you feel any less about your self that your a pathological liar now well have been for quite some time.Me and her talked me and him=nothing. Suddenly there were no texts back no calls he had chosen his side I sent the infamous text letting all the frustration out actually it was more like [4-5] but who's counting and then there was nothing left to be said. I honestly want to know why and how a person could do something like this feelings and all aside there was a friendship there or so I thought but does that word mean anything to anyone anymore. The whole trend or hype or whatever of fux folks I'm bout $ or fux everyone its just me is starting to really take hold of everyone. Sad and sick I feel like I'm the only one left who gives a dam and I don't want to change my ways maybe I shouldn't give a fux about everyone else but that would be being untrue to myself. I don't want to have to not care about people in order to be satisfied with life and relationships. Ma bye others need to change or raisin standards for my quality of people will go about now. In a since yesterday finalized that feeling of graduation I felt it all come in to place your done move on to bigger and better things. This person lies this way now they wont be anyone necessary to you in the future because they cant be honest with themselves they have a HELL of a lot of growing to do. I now question everything that they have said, and now put it to rest it doesn't matter anymore It was what it was. Unfortunate that I'm left feeling that I lost a friend. Yet friends don't lie and bad mouth another to get to what they want The lies kept them moving forward but we cant ever go back whats done is done and I don't think Ill ever look back.
Most likely none of this will make sense to anyone else I wrote it at 5 in the morning and Iv chosen to not re read it. I just wanted to get it off my chest and be done with it. Dnt like it get over it.

PRECIOUS.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rx-3jYJkUWQ
Here's the trailer for the movie Precious cant figure out why I cant get the movie to show. If i figure it out I will post it later, but this had me crying [well tearing up] and its not even the whole movie. I'm dying to see it I'm feeling like finally a real movie something that touches on deeper issues I mean don't get me wrong. I'm into the over the top cars, computer animated, crazy-never-in-life happening event type movies. Cant even lie I'm a transformers nut! but at the same time this is a movie Iv been waiting for something grotesque as in theres no Hollywood sugar coating somebody wasn't afraid to show it all not cut what they felt like "standard" people would want to see. I know regardless of wither anyone wants to go with me or not I'm seeing it opening day straight up.

Been Gone 4 a min

Graduation came up quick safe to say I MADE IT one of my biggest accomplishments as of now def. proud of myself. It's now summa summa time! so Im back to it cant wait to get the driving thing in order[ dnt get at me Im late on everything] and do things my way.