For every girl and boy

I should be doing work for class.
More later -peazzieeee

Single means shoes??

So day 26 single "Your Heels" has possessed them to come out with a line of heels. ??? Eight2Six well only be exclusively on line at Heel.com but I mean Wat does that look like. Music ain't selling so you gotta do something.


So apparently its the same shoe in 3 different colors/prints[Cheetah(shown)/Black/Metallic silver] mmmkay...For 99.95 I don't think so.

Weres your mind?

"While there trying to get embedded in the fine fibers of your bedsheets I'm trying to find and define the fibers in which your mind speaks"

I wish this was a statement imprinted in many fellas brains it make things alot smother for me. Whens the last time I had a conversation with a dude a intellectual lets get to no you one. .....(crickets) That's right its been a while now Iv had a few that lasted maybe a hour ya know 3-4 texts here 4-5 there then its like a switch and there back to so Wat's up with us ma? Like me talking to you for that long needs to add up to something for you. Not gunna happen maybe its just me but I like knowing people first. Is there anything wrong with that? Maybe its why I sometimes digg 1 or 2of my guy friends. Being able to talk to a person bout things is a really big thing for me since the physical side dsnt go there ha ha. Even if it did I still think its important to have a connection in a mindful way and I'm not talk in bout call in or txtn everyday with the usual "Hey how was your day?" "What are you doing?/What did you do today" "Whats your status on myspace mean?" That's all fine ya know but there should be more for me theres gotta be or I start to get Effie. Maybe Ill stumble across somebody who can be my friend first- great conversation- No rushing anything- MAKES ME LAUGH- down ass laid back- super honest- likes to kick it n have fun type of person. That not 2 much right ha ha?

im not fighting for joint custody im fighting for respect

So i was watching brave new voices on THE TUBE.
Along with shihan she is my favorite hands down.
Everything she says hit you maybe because shes holding back tears or because its so in depth. You feel it tho. *Sigh how art is love.
Alysia Harris-That girl

"I just dont understand why its not OK for you to love me
I guess you just want me to be that girl"

Sighhhh

Have you ever had one of those days were u just feel like everything against you in a way.
Things just don't turn out right and everyone lets you down in there own way.
Well it feels like a week of shxt and I'm sick of"yes" people.
Ya know the ones everything you say they just agree to just to shut you up really. Theres really no opinion they just agree just because. Its fucking annoying and I don't understand what they get out of it but I cant stand it. Its not like Im going to chew you out if you have a OPINION OR A ANSWER. Id welcome it! Those and "switches" They'll tell u there in its on gunna make it happen 2 hours later its "off" no txt, call, cmmnt nothing "something" came up they feel asleep didn't hear there phone. What bullshit just say you cant, don't want to, cant stand it hell I do it all the time. Disappointment scale today 7 waste of space some people are. Contact list went down like 30 made me say iquit today although I know ill be cheerful and sarcastic as hell in about 3-4 hrs. Right now I'm ignoring most aim, text's, calls, cmmnts and wall posts fux it I want to b on a island preferably stuck with someone who can make me laugh till I cry. Yes that would be perfect.

Im sick of it. IM IN LOVE.

Simply heres the truth.
Iv listened over 30x times.

What typa drama??

So anyone remember 3LW. I sure do I used 2 sing all there little songs now 2 of them were in Disney Channels famed Cheetah Girls series with Raven-symone. The 3rd member hasn't been seen since the group broke up. Which I never knew what that was about. Well supposedly drama went down with the 3rd member and adrienne an kiely.


- Naturi[who played little Kim in NOTORIOUS. Quite a change from a girl group who song "playas gon play"] was reportedly ex-communicated from the group after she failed to bed a member of the St. Lunatics! [Nelly's old group remember air force 1's!!!], a plan formulated for the group to secure a place on tour with the St. Louis-based group. According to MTV, Naturi filed a lawsuit seeking monetary damages and asking to be released from her Sony Music contract. Adrienne, unnamed in the suit, released a statement with Kiely expressing their shock at the allegations. Then Naturi accused Kiely on Wendy Williams of throwing a KFC meal at her!
Haha WTF

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL!

Today would have been the KING of pops 51st birthday. Gone to soon but truly never forgotten. Song is in his rememberance Iv been slappin his music all week tho haha.

Shanti.

Not feelin the fit. Fealt like there could have been more to the shoes. But I am glad she took the blond out of her hair it was gettin overdone. I digg the twist on the whole "buzzin your hair" thing going on now. Hers is cute.

Coco nva been so ruff.

Iv always loved Hellz Bellz designs.
This shirt is a LUST.

O MY

Its been major long.
Srry Iv just started college and its been a whirlwind.
But im back 2 it

BEYONCE LEAK!

So she did a song for DJ Haze. I dig it B cussin and everything Id listen to it.

Shw u wat i got n my sweater

So her album is coming soon. I really like her stuff its innovative shes a great artist she really rhymes tuff. Going back to the old stuff her talent cant be masked.Its really A mix if u like house-y, ol school rap stuff shes really great.
Take a listen look up her stuff. I recommend;Bump,Get Um girl

Luke Satoru Jewelry

So this is genius and Im in love with it.

Givenchy

Ok so 1. I want these!
Riccardo Tisci is a mastermind for these

You just never Knw.

Ya know I didn't really like her I dnt Know what it was maybe it was her corny ass lines or something, but watching things like this you[ or should I say me] feel more connected. I feel like when celebs, models, or athletes or whoever in the media share things you either feel its sincere or PR shxt. When its real it almost Humanizes them a Lil bit 2 folks.

Reality T.V lockup

So Sara stokes from Diddys Good ol "Making the Band" show Season 2. Apparently also has a very violent side.Apparently on August 2nd she was arrested for assault with a deadly weapon and domestic violence on HER HUSBAND Tony who is also her manager. Who by the way "supposedly" pushed her into getting the fake boobs seen. Saying they would enhance her career. Now theres 2 sides to the charges her lawyer says she, "Tripped and fell and in the process of getting up her husband was hurt." Standard& dry right yeah well another source says. "Sara was arguing with Tony and tripped, fell and said he did it. She messed up her face in the fall then proceeded to grab a knife and stab Tony in the arm while their 3 kids watched. Whats with all the violence?

Female elemant

I just love her female design qualitys she brigs to the artistic world. Im up for showing love to anyone and any art form when theres a good artist.

So its just ok?

So he has a gun out in the open and its PERFECTLY ok for him to have it. I just have to say would it matter if he was another nationality maybe. This is BS.

Baby otunga

So J.Hud apparently had a healthy and handsome baby boy.
Named David Daniel Otunga, Jr. I wish Jennifer&family the best shes a beautiful and talented artist who deserves peace&happiness.

Mary jane tho?

So shaqs mistress from when him and his wife was having hard times.
Of course is coming 2 light with nun other then a rapping/singing career.
Surprise? No. So miss "mary jane" U tell me on this one

Real Flow

dNT B ALARMED SKIP SHAQ. 0:50 n watch it threw.

I really respect him and wish he would come out with any album cuz i feel HE has talent Iv liked him since I heard him 2 years ago. He spits and its crazy.

What is wrong with the WORLD.

This is that myspace shxt. Do u SEE THE BABY ON THE SIDE.
Wat is this pregnant cheer leading!
OOO cigarettes n myspace photos perfect parenting.
13-14?



It seems like ever bodys getting pregnant. Scratch that everbody 2 young 2 b is getting pregnant. Now with myspace it almost seem like its cool to these girls to b pregnant n show it off. UH UH!

Errrr RANT

Man so
-I cnt stand it when Im shopping and I start at one end of the rack and makin my way dwn and somebody starts n the middle and just fuxs wit chossin 1 shirt
-How everyone is stuck in fades and dresses alike then swears there SO DIFFRENT.
-How everyone wants to be in fashio/music but knows nothing about the history of it. Nothing wrong with ur dream or aspiration just educate ur self first forever 21 and drake didnt make the game.
-When people call me and im busy so I tell them 2 txt me and they get pissy. Well if im txt n u at least i made time n that takes more than talkin sometimes.
-When im tryna watch tv n theres just that 1 person who HAS 2 tell a story for whatever it is on tv. STFup
-When im hungry but there aint shxt n ur house u wanna eat
-Or when yall got ONE of everythang ya knw cereal no milk cake mix no frosting bagels n cream cheese no jelly.
-When u say u dnt like a person & just 2 get in O girl swears she dnt like them either then u hop on myspace and see there friends n she leaves here picture cmmnts n everything.LOL
-When ur friends with messy people and dnt notice there behavior until the turn it on you
-When people call u and make noise on the phone 4 15-20 sec then wonder why u hung up
-When Im in line at a store and some impatient person is on my ass with there cart
-How every other chic aim name has badd or bitch in it. When they hardly got it toether dressin cute aint EVERYTHING.
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Close

This was debuted on SYTYCD season 5 and I thought it was beautiful I was in tears as soon as they started dancing. Im a sucker for anything creative and its always a inspiration to me truly not just something cool or to follow a "INSPIRATION". i think i was moved because it was a dance done as a cancer tribute i.e the reason her hair is wrapped up. It hit close to home with me REALLY close to home being 1 who has lost 3 key people in my life to cancer soon to be 4. No sob story just fact thought id share.

Admit it..

Its 3:41am :/... I repeat 3:41 I think I have insomnia I mean I know I sllep during the day sometimes but this shxt is crazy. I cant watch tv cuz I get RESTLESS i can mabye watch a good hour then I gotta get up n do something not 2 mention t.v shows suck ow n days seems like crap gets dumber by the minute.

Anyways...
Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.
- Sigmund Freud

:/
Not me.you.

Duz anybody else

Miss music like this. I must admit I slap more 90's music then anything I think things had feeling there was more singing no flash and glitz less studio work real voice. Not to say theres no talent now but things are cloudyed by flash, makeup and a good producer.

I just dnt understand..

It fails me to grab the concept of whats behind wanting to be "The baddest bitch" or " Top notch bitch", "head bitch" whatever ya wanna call it. Myspace headlines seemed to be just adorned with the terms. Were has this come from why is it OK to be a bitch. Why is it glorified to be something that's derogatory. On my part I don't like it and I'm entitled to my opinion just the same way everyone is entitled to theres and I'm not knockin or hatin anyone who says it or likes it or anything. Cuz Im one to listen to any ones backing on any issue and if its legit then I can see your point of view although Iv tryed to see it from a different stance., BUT i have yet to hear anything legit on it and like I said I JUST dnt understand it at all. Maybe its me maybe I hvnt moved forward with the time maybe I never will but that's the way it go's 4 me.

No fashion

The finale part one of The Fashio Show. Now Iv been watching since the beginning filling in for my very much missed PROJECT RUNWAY. Since I have my own backseat to graphic design dreams of becoming a fashion designer this is the next best thing for me. From the very beginning boastful Reco Chapple has been my very favorite. Reco's work was always something daring and uplifting things I would love to be able to wear. The final was very sad for me almost sad enough that I dont even want to watch part 2 because he wont be in it.[ I will tho just to see who wins now! lol] Sorry if i ruined it for anybody :/.

p.s I loved the feather dress!

Hott

Shoes Shoes

Nike Sb, blazers, jordans yummmm

Hatred towards our own?

No the tittle is not directed towards anyone and no theres not an extravagant story about a wild fight your going to have to look somewhere else for that. I chose to tittle it this because I just read the article Kierno Mayo wrote for the August 09 issue of essence[Idris Elba on the cover!]. Her articles about the hatred black females have towards each other why we put down, ridicule one another. The articles usually are things I can relate to but never fully seeing how there mostly for a somewhat older audience. Yet this one I think applys to ALL AGES. Iv noticed it everywhere myspace, bustops, twitter, facebook you name it. Theres always the I hate females line or females all act like messy bitches. Sitting at a bus stop females will give me sideways glances or laugh and snicker to get attention, dirty looks, muggin and the whole nine. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? Why duz everyone feel the need now to be hardcore despite having maybe a bad experience with one female or another duz NOT mean every single person is the same. I don't understand how everyone or I should say most got to this perception on females. It makes no sense to me Iv had plenty of girls give me shit, my share of gossip gone wrong, rumors the typical high school stuff. All of that and more and still cant say that I hate all females for myself I give fair chance to everyone. I don't dislike hanging with girls or simply thing every female has some ulterior motive. I sometimes wonder will going to a all black school be something disliking because most females are going to be mean or have attitude[ 4 no reason]. Will everyone size each other up, do we have to have the same old juvenile ass childish fights. Hopefully there are others who into meeting new people and breaking outta crap like that.

Stuff you shouldnt do

So Im back mannnn AIRPORTS are LAME. Didnt wanna leave new orleans at all Ill tell yall all bout the festival later. While I was there I dun seen some stuff.



So will shopping in the french quarter there were A whole lot[stuff u jus dnt do moments]

-Do not attach anytype of fake hair to your head when your hair is not thee same color. So Im saying dont put in red/white tracks when ur stuffs black.

-Dnt think just because its ALL thee same print that it works purple, green,red,aqua plaid all dont work together.

-Must we wear hats w/ ponytails attached! I mean if it dnt work 4 lil mama 18-19 yr old self it aint gunna work for your 30 something self.

- Pro style gel.... prostyle is not your friend ladies. When u look like uv been playing in motor oil its become an addiction.

-O hit that prostyle again. STOP MAKIN DESIGNS WIT yo baby hair!!!! It aint cute I fully understand makin it lay dwn cuz i must admit I keep a toothbrush n some gel in my bathroom but the swoops and pushin it all out n round ya head is doing the UPMOST.

-K so now its cut to have the rebel cut up tees n jeans. If you suck at the d.i.y stuff dnt wear it out the house and it duz not work if ur over o mabye 25.

-Duz everyone have 2 get there lip pierced really.

-Just cuz its hot duz not mean a swimsuit is clothing. [this female was walking round the superdome in a cutout 1 piece that did NOT fit and platform heels. Man we aint at the beach keep it classy]

-Boys Skinny jeans tighter then mine aint meant 4 u boo boo. When they look like leggings and ur feet look like a size 14 it makes me question ur manhood.

-MMM leggings wow. The muffin top has never been more exposed.

Ill post more later these are just 1s that came 2 mind once I got off the plane. Tell me if Uv seen some moments yourself.

-Lets stop cutting up or t-shirts n shorts to the point were there unrecognizable. [in a bad way]

-Please dnt dye ur hair platinum blond. I mean puffys moms type blond it dsnt work.

Essence day 1

Ok so huge post later, but while I'm taking my down time b4 i have 2 start getting ready 4 the show Id thought Id update. So I'm in the N.O 4 those of you who follow the hype lol Lil waynes hometown[Light bulbs] Yeahhh. 1. its so hot makeup is useless man and its that muggy sticky u-cant-breath type of hot. The weather is crazy it will thunder,hail and rain like here's finna b a hurricane NO JOKE and an hour later be right bac to being 110. Crazy enough about the weather tho. The real reason Im down here is THE ESSENCE MUSIC FESTIVAL[15th Anniversary]!! WOOT WOOT. I am so excited this is beyond a concert. Man there are so many black folks down here its crazy. So today kicked of the 1st day this morning the convention center opened were the had Tons of vendors, cateres, artists Keri hilson, Steve harveyohn legend and queen latifah came out to do CD&Book signings along with some performances. That's all fine and dandy then the reality set in. We are not organized! UGH Now Im a true Virgo and I only deal with my own chaos Nothing was in order stuff was set up but the pushing and shovin and yelling and pulling line jostling is not for me. I decided to forgo all that since none of them are worth my safety well [keri/ queen latifah kinda were] but i decided to jus look around enjoy all the vendors n such. Tonight is when the real action STARTS. The lineup 4 main stage; Salt&Pepa, Ne-Yo, Jhon Legend and Beyonce. Superlounges; Marva Wright, Eric Benet,Keri Hilson, Dwele, Solange, Funky nation, Sharon jones and sierra leone refugee all stars. The bold 1s the ones I'm seeing 4 sure. I'm super excited. Will post more later gotta go get ready ;]

Been GONE 4 A Min

Hvnt wrote anything in a while no im not quitting or focusing on just myspace at all. Jus been trying to pack. Grad trip to new Orleans for the essence music festival!! Super excited to not only see new Orleans especially after the Katrina renovations. Theres going to b a TON of artists and shows. I think the people will be different to there all so much more down to earth already i love it and iv only been here for an hour. Since my phone is tripping I cant post any of the great pictures I took but I will later. Update everyone on all the shows Im so excited ton of shopping and exploring to do haha wish my twin was with me :(. Got himself in trouble dumbass. Laterzzz.

Were has everything MEANINGFUL gone?

So I had a long conversation with a friend of mine about alot of things today and of course music came up. Or lack of good music really, were has artistry gone. It almost means nothing in my opinion to be an artist your seeing the flash, glitz and tabloid crap but really is anyone making any type of impact. Don't you listen to songs now and wonder were the artist has gone or have heard anything other then there singles. I mean I don't even remember when I bought a CD last I mean true me downloading isn't helping the artist. I just don't see why I should have to waste 13-14 bucks on a CD that I'm only going to listen to 2-3 tracks that are probably the same songs i can hear on the; radio, bet countdown any other event. I do honestly miss the 90's hell 60's and 70's music to I mean i listen to it all. Don't knock it till you listen I'll give ya a list later but I just think music with meaning is missing. Lyrics just don't have anything stick in to them its all b.s, sex, blah blah meaningless. Although there are some artists who have there times and I'm not looking for every song to be a message of peace, hope, let freedom ring. I just don't think theres to much of any artist now I can take on a daily basis I don't listen to there shit everyday cuz quite frankly its being shoved down kids throats by media outlets and my own peers since everyone just likes what anyone else likes now. I mean Lil Wayne, kanye, drake not to say there not good artists but have any of you listened to any of there old stuff before it was mainstream and considered the "Hot shit". I think not. Maybe its just me and I'm not a hater I respect artist for being on there hustle but I like what I like and I'm a stick to what works for me.

So this list could get long but whateva stop read in if ya cant handle it. These are just a few of my favorites.
En Vogue, Rufus & Chaka Khan, Luther Vandross, Billie Holiday,Commodores,Earth Wind & Fire,The Gap Band, Montell Jordan, Marvin Gaye, Tina Turner, Atlantic Starr,Toni Braxton, The Dells, Rick James,SWV, Maxwell, The supremes, Tony! Toni! Tone!, Prince, Whitney Houstan, Jon B, Erykah Badu, The temptations, X-Scape, TLC, naughty by nature, tupac, Donell jones, Zhane,Michael&Janet jackson[old stuff], Babyface, Ray charles, Keith Sweat,Isley Brothers, teena marie, rakim, the FUGEES, Tamia, Lauryn Hill, Al green, Patti La Belle, Diana Ross, Brandy, BOBBY WOMACK, THE FOUR TOPS, MAZE FT. FRANKIE BEVERLY,GLADYS KNIGHT & THE PIPS, O'Jays, Smokie Robinson [*meet him nicest man ever], Stevie Wonder!, Frankie Lymon&the teenagers.

Situation

K so i fail to understand why the opposite sex cant just be a friend.

i.e; Alright so we talked on the phone before, we've texted, you aim me out of consideration I aim you back blah blah. There have been what are you into convoys and there have just been boring a Wat you up to convoys. I'm doing my own thang no questions asked and here you go with the YOUR PLAYING GAMES. WTF? Uh I'm confused how am I playing? Now look at this he asked me were do "WE" stand before. I'm all for being blunt when it comes to this stuff cuz the games and lies not for me. So straight and to the point there is NO "WE". Im focusing on me, Yes i did it cuz there were others that I was into and they fucked up and I don't want to deal with anyone at the moment. Some say that's wrong but if I told you before that I had no interest then that's not my fault you didn't get it now is it. Maybe he is a good person but just not for me. 1)Not attracted don't wanna say not my type cuz I don't really have a "set" type if you look at my past dudes there all way different. There's just nothing there for me in his case. So mind all that when I say were friends if that's to much for you because of your feelings or whatever. OK understandably fine do you then. I'm always gunna be good so if you choose to talk Ill listen, but then they always wanna mess up weeks later here it go's with the Why don't you talk to me anymore girl?, You ain't got a boyfriend see you play, What happened to us?. UGHHHH.

Billie

So Tom binns jewelry has caught my eye I like his pieces there not so modest but there not gaudy from my point of view. I think there "statement" pieces no doubt just what I like I'm into the flashy ones but when Michelle Obama rocks your stuff class level has gone drastically up.

Good Morning

Cant sleep for anything been tossing and turning for the past hour and a half so much on my mind.With lies you may go ahead in the world - but you can never go back -- Russian proverb Recently I had a person who i considered one of my closest friends make use of this proverb. We haven't been friends for a long time but for the time being Iv been nothing but in my opinion a good person I mean my actions have been nothing but true. Always there for a person, giving whenever anything was needed, helping in situations when i had FAR MORE to deal with a FULL PLATE of things that required more attention then there problem but i would drop it all to help. I t was always fun we kicked it like we had known each other for years always someone i could turn to to talk, rant to just someone who would listen and gave back unbiased advice. What everyone thought was an already relationship slowly started to form. Things went downhill, I guess when you become "involved" with a person in a sense they become someone so ugly. Things you would never expect start to happen you see a side that you had NEVER seen before behavior you thought was unknown to them. Things were still the same just the hugs were longer and kissing took place. Still a friend still someone I talked to every night and day. Yet something happened yesterday just didn't feel right I guess in a way you always know thees just a gut feeling that somethings going to happen. It did this person had been claiming me as someone who wanted them so bad as if i was desperate NEEDED them WANTED them and they hadn't felt the same way at all. All the vivid actions that had taken places memory's and dates recalled of things that had happened in there mind had NEVER happened. All to save there ass in hopes of staying with there "GIRLFRIEND" one that I quite frankly hadn't know played any position at all. I asked questions and got nothing but out right BOLD faced lies. This person had been doing nothing but "playing" both of us and when it all went down and me and o girl got the chance to speak I suddenly became less of the bad one wither or not she believed it all she heard everything and started to figure out situations he begged, pleaded, PROBABLY bad mouthed me to the highest. Since he claimed I was a liar and I had always always try ed to break them apart and had a DESPERATE thing for him. It was sickening my stomach hurt how could a person so trusted throw you out there and not give a dam it doesn't make you feel any less about your self that your a pathological liar now well have been for quite some time.Me and her talked me and him=nothing. Suddenly there were no texts back no calls he had chosen his side I sent the infamous text letting all the frustration out actually it was more like [4-5] but who's counting and then there was nothing left to be said. I honestly want to know why and how a person could do something like this feelings and all aside there was a friendship there or so I thought but does that word mean anything to anyone anymore. The whole trend or hype or whatever of fux folks I'm bout $ or fux everyone its just me is starting to really take hold of everyone. Sad and sick I feel like I'm the only one left who gives a dam and I don't want to change my ways maybe I shouldn't give a fux about everyone else but that would be being untrue to myself. I don't want to have to not care about people in order to be satisfied with life and relationships. Ma bye others need to change or raisin standards for my quality of people will go about now. In a since yesterday finalized that feeling of graduation I felt it all come in to place your done move on to bigger and better things. This person lies this way now they wont be anyone necessary to you in the future because they cant be honest with themselves they have a HELL of a lot of growing to do. I now question everything that they have said, and now put it to rest it doesn't matter anymore It was what it was. Unfortunate that I'm left feeling that I lost a friend. Yet friends don't lie and bad mouth another to get to what they want The lies kept them moving forward but we cant ever go back whats done is done and I don't think Ill ever look back.
Most likely none of this will make sense to anyone else I wrote it at 5 in the morning and Iv chosen to not re read it. I just wanted to get it off my chest and be done with it. Dnt like it get over it.

PRECIOUS.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rx-3jYJkUWQ
Here's the trailer for the movie Precious cant figure out why I cant get the movie to show. If i figure it out I will post it later, but this had me crying [well tearing up] and its not even the whole movie. I'm dying to see it I'm feeling like finally a real movie something that touches on deeper issues I mean don't get me wrong. I'm into the over the top cars, computer animated, crazy-never-in-life happening event type movies. Cant even lie I'm a transformers nut! but at the same time this is a movie Iv been waiting for something grotesque as in theres no Hollywood sugar coating somebody wasn't afraid to show it all not cut what they felt like "standard" people would want to see. I know regardless of wither anyone wants to go with me or not I'm seeing it opening day straight up.

Been Gone 4 a min

Graduation came up quick safe to say I MADE IT one of my biggest accomplishments as of now def. proud of myself. It's now summa summa time! so Im back to it cant wait to get the driving thing in order[ dnt get at me Im late on everything] and do things my way.

Oh My

Just coped these today. Just because...;]

Dammit

OK so I missed the new season premiere of The Hills because I opted to watch 7 Pounds again with moms. Well worth it tho that movie is so good, Will Smith just ups his performance ability's every time. True actor right there, although its killing me that I'm still confused on one part. Gotta call little brother and have him explain since he's seen it haha what a shame o well. I hope I'm not disappointed by the hills I mean if its all about Hedi and Spencer I'm going to gag I cant stand watching people get famous off absolutely nothing. Every time i read a comment he's made like the one about "Hedi's way more talented then Christina Aguilar, Beyonce, Britney spears, Madonna" WTF your such a little cunt I know he says stuff just to get press but dam shut the flip up for a change. Well off to record it and watch slumdog millionaire again :]

90210 model?

Ok so I just had time to sit down and watch the new Americas next top model. Which was of course dram filled and chaotic non the less. There was one girl who did catch my eye London and not because she was my favorite. Her uncanny resemblance to "Silver" of 90210 I mean they look just alike if London dyed her hair black. It was kinda crazy, I know dorky but it caught my attention. Aside from that this seasons beginning disappointed me although some of these girls i truly like. There was another girl who stood out Sandra once again not for beauty but her simple Fuck you type attitude. Why do girls feel the need to be so pretty and then open there mouth and just ruin everything. Not only be rude and inconsiderate but be down right bitches to one another. Its always those ones that play the double that piss me off the most. You know the sweet as sugar to people when they need something yet cold as ever when there behind closed doors. I understand striving for what you want and not letting people get in the way, but tearing people down to get there. Really is that the way to go about it and its not as if there going to do anything constructive with there fame. Anyways lil miss Sandra's attitude was so ugly to me here beauty became nothing to me after the stint she pulled. After two hours of here i wanted here to go home quick, although you know they always keep those ones around for the controversy. Last but not least both the girl amina the girl from buffalo, NY yes she was ruff around the edges but i really really i mean really. Felt for her when she started to talk about her daughter it was so touching and my heart gos out to her she was a pretty pretty girl she just needed an outlet. Along with b who's story of being a burn survivor was hopefully something that would connect withpeople. So that someday they will truly see past just the "in" type norm of what every body is supposed to look like.

Talk about PASSiON

Ok maybe I'm a little late but hey we all don't have time to watch something as soon as it comes out. So today i utilized my time that and its a rainy day and decided to watch this movie. Wow talk about a masterpiece I was so touched watching this movie, it was phenomenal. There wasn't one moment were i felt like getting up and doing anything else I mean it takes a lot to keep my attention this movie did just that. Every actor in here delivered to the hilt I mean it is hands down one of my favorite movies. I do have to give it to little Dakota Fanning I mean i never really cared for her to much in anything that she's done up till this point I don't think they could have cast anyone else. Not to be outdone Tristan Wilds Mr. Dixon Wilson from 90210 was quite the scene stealer himself but if anything. The award would have to be shared by Queen Latifah, Sophie Okonedo and Alicia Keys I mean there story and there bond at the end of the movie had me in FULL out tears. Mind you i haven't cried this hard watching a movie since Radio. Not to give away any of the movie for those who haven't seen it, but there's just one scene were Latifah and Keys just out due themselves its quite a magical and heartfelt moment I doubt u wont shed at least a tear on that part. Watching the ending credits and seeing that Gina Prince-Bythewood was the director made quite an impact I love so many of her movies i mean the hit Love & Basketball,Drumline. Then produced by Will &Jada Smith oh yes this was one project I hands down think is one of the best movies Iv seen so far.